I was just thinking back and this girl came across my mind. Of course I am going to have to keep her name confidential but, the things that went down between me and her was crucial.
We were never in an actual relationship but, we sure argued like we were.
It started one day in High School. It was Wayne High School in Huber Heights, Ohio. It was a 48 minute class. I remember walking in there on the first day thinking damn she is so beautiful. At the time though I wanted every girl so all of them were in cute in a way but, she stood out. The first couple of weeks things were going so well. We were texting all night. Then talk when we got to school. I remember we weren't even dating yet and I got her a Christmas gift. It was a heart shaped diamond necklace. (of course it was fake. Lol like sterling silver but, hey we weren't together she should have just been happy I got her something.) Things looked so good then all of sudden things just got out of control. I started hearing that everything she was saying to me was a lie but, she was telling me that it was truth. I didn't know who to believe. I was caught to between my friends and this chick. Long story short she was the one deceiving me. You could probably imagine i was hurt by this, and to tell the truth I was. (Girls act like guys don't have feelings or act like we are not supposed to feel but truth is, we do no matter how much we choose to hide it.) I think she had an idea of what she meant to me but, truth is she had no idea. If she knew back then how I really felt, maybe that would've changed things but, it's too late now. She will probably never know. That's Life though and I'm Just Living it.
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